| long time since an update |
[16 Oct 2003|10:40pm] |
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things have been going good, i dont really know what to say, ive been away doing allsort of fun things, i'll get back later
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| " sheeot" |
[17 Sep 2003|08:04am] |
damn,no updates in awhile, for some reason i cant download the new skins therefor i cant update. kinda shizzy.
less then 2 weeks till the show at tonys, whos gonna be there?
this weekend i have decided i would like to get alex kamm drunk, as he said he wants to friday. anyone care to join?
so guess what i found out this morning
I AM GOING TO BE AN UNCLE
my brother called last night and talked with my dad for like 2 hours.
more latae
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| wow man, like totally rad dude! |
[31 Aug 2003|11:08pm] |
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this weekend was intense to say the least.
great fun at haileys and lizzos,
ive come to realize i dont like what ive turned into and i dont want it anymore.
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| where hope was born |
[28 Aug 2003|12:02am] |
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today i made some difficult choices
i didnt go to my moms funeral, i didnt want to have that be the only memory i have of her. i also dont think she deserves my respect. instead i spent time with my dad, who is more destraught by this than he's letting out.
i think im going to school tommorrow, im gonna wait and see.
i cant wait for this weekend to arrive, erics comin back home, for sure havin people over.
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| with love, from your beloved son. |
[25 Aug 2003|08:31pm] |
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i have always loved you
i never understood why? although you left when i was real young, ive always been compelled to love you. so many things i wanted to ask you, questions only you could fill. you could have never known the void you left in my life, never coming to see me, never calling, no postcard, never once did i hear you tell me you loved me. did you even? did you ever care about who i am or where and what ive been doing? i always wanted to know, i just wanted you to love me and be there. i just needed to see your face. to fill the void you left.
but i guess whats done is done.
i love you mother
kimberly muriel anderson
1963-2003
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[24 Aug 2003|09:41pm] |
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wow
what a good weekend to bring the summer to a close before we head back to school. i hung out with lots of good people, did lots of good things, and made some good memories. friday night at alex's was the shit, there were sooooo many kids there, and some drinking...
saturday was sweet, nargilei at tonys and then a repeat of friday at alex's house. the last day of summer was spent with brian ian yelana and there friend joe. we went to kensington for some brews bbq, and some swimming. after a few drinks and some steaks me and joe wanted to swim out to this island about a football feild off of were we were cookin. joe ian and i started out and we were like half way and this feiry stopped joe and ian, i had already made it to the island, then boom they call the cops cause we were swimming in a no swimming zone. cops come, we didnt really get in trouble. it just made for a exciting day. well school is tommorrow, i am without schedule, hopefully they'le be kind with me. goodnight everyone
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| " farewell" |
[19 Aug 2003|10:18pm] |
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man freddy vs jason kicked ass.
i went and saw it with the kerbo and his lil bitch brother. first we drive through rush hour to john r which took like 45 min. then because his lil brother tryied to pay first we couldnt get in. so we had to go to the p. yes and we had to pay actually.. damn.. but it kicked ass/
after kerbs came over for a little bit, i tried to get ahold of the jimbotron unsuccsesfully.. and then kerby left shorty there after. hopefully he be back around later on in the fallyeah,
so were getting schedules tommorrow, and i never filled one out, what am i sup[posed to do?
who reads this gibberish?
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| survey! EVERYONE ELSE IS DOING THEM! Join the club! HAHA |
[18 Aug 2003|04:38pm] |
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Name: ROB
Nicknames: roberto and shit i dunno
Birthday: may 21st 86
Birthplace: lake orion, mi
Horoscope Sign: gemini
Siblings: jeremy, half brother
Parents: BOB and kim(BEOTCH)
Marital Status: single
Pets: none
Hair Color: blondish
Eye Color: blue
Glasses/Contacts: no
Height: 5'11
Peircings: 2, 1 in each ear
Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: righty
What's one thing you would change about yourself?: shit i dunno, lots of things
What's your most comfortable piece of clothing?: all of my clothes are comfortable..
Goal in Life: to not have to worry about providing for myself and my family, and have fun while doing so
Five words to describe yourself: layed back, lazy, high, i dunno.
SOCIAL LIFE
Where can you usually be found?: my house, or out and about, then you cant find me...
Who would you be with?: any one of my friends usually
Are you timely or always late?: timely
Where's the best hangout?: i dunno, everyone seems to chill at my house
Do you like being around people or being alone?: well im pretty much an only child, so im alone alot, i guess being around people is better.
Which EX now induces the gag reflex?: i dont want to be mean
What’s your biggest turn off in the opposite sex?:girls that are fucking stupid. all guys understand that.
Who was your first girlfriend? umm yea no.
Who was your first kiss?: my first girlfriend.
OUT OF YOUR FRIENDS...WHO?
Have you known the longest?: alex
Do you argue the most with?: shit we all get heated at times
Do you always get along with?: like i said, we all have our moments
Is the most trustworthy?: al
Makes you laugh the most?: Jimbotron, and anyone who says something funny..
Has been there through all the hard times?: al
Always has a man/woman?: well loren, but thats only cause he has a good relationship with a good girl/
Is the most sensitive?: jimmy haha
Biggest loser?: i dont like this one
Most unique?: were all unique in our own ways
Has the coolest house?: alex
Has the coolest car?: my dad, hey he counts as a friend too right?
Is the most encouraging?: all of us i guess
Is the most blunt?: i dunno, but they all like to smoke em?
Is the shyest?: shit liz put me as most outgoing but I beg to differ.
Is the most outgoing?: alex,
Is the most rebellious?: we all are
Is the horniest?: krieger.
Is the most perfect?: no ones perfect, jerk
Is the laziest?: me?!
Is most likely to become famous? jeff, with his directing abilities
Is most likely to have a million kids?: shit, i dunno, and dont care, just as long as it isnt me.
Will lose their virginity first?: i dunno who did
Always wears a smile?: dont ya know? were all depressed suicdal kids. we dont smile.
Is the smartest?: alex,
Is the biggest flirt?: hahaha i think josh.
Needs a good man/woman?: all of us.
Has the weirdest taste in the opposite sex?: i dont really know
Are you most jealous of?: im not jelious of any of them
Is a bad influence?: me
FAVORITES
Color: red and green
Book: clockwork orange
Food: italian and meat
TV show: i dont really watch tv
Movie: any cheesy horror movie
Movie star: steve beuschemi, robert englund,
Sport: fuck sports
Holiday: christmas
Month: may,
Season: fall
Teacher: mr. miller, cerpial, mathews
Number:?
Radio Station: wrif baby 101.1! haha
Sport to Watch: none
Soda: mountain dew
Gum: wrigleys speariment
Alcoholic beverage: molson, any beer usually
Disney movie: fantasia
STUPID QUESTIONS
Have you ever been suspected of committing a crime?: yes
How long does it take you to get ready to go out?: huh?
What super power would you want?: to be able to stop time
Do you make fun of your friends?: jokingly
Words or phrases you over use: howdy,
Do you enjoy talking to your self?: i dunno, i will if you wanna hear it.
What's your biggest fear?: being worthless
What would you have liked to be named?: i always wanted to be named corey, but i know some stupid coreys in this world,
What’s your most prized possesion?: value pak and my music
What’s the funniest word you can think of:? poop
What songs bring back the most memories?: santa monica everclear
Does God know who and where you are?i dont care
Who/What are you thankful for?: people who care about me
Do you get along with your parents?: well i would kill my mom, but everyone knows my relationship with my dad
Could a pack of wolves done a better job raising you?: i dunno...
What time do you go to bed?: when im tired..
What do you look for in the opposite sex?: im not sure anymore.
What was the most difficult thing you had to do?: damn, i dont know
If you were stranded on a desert island, who would you want to be stuck with?: to tell you the truth, just myself, id actually like it, so i can clear my head.
If you were given one day to live what would you do?: id leave without saying anything. and let everyone forget me.
What's the worst feeling in the world?: being hurt, emotionally.
The best?: rolling away from a crazy trick.
Have you ever been in love?: at one point.
What's your best physical feature?: i dunno, maybe my hair?
What’s the biggest lie you’ve ever told?: shit so many..
What was the worst thing you ever did as a little kid?: well i have been arrested for arson before..
What was the worst punishment your parents inflicted?: nothing serios really
How have you changed in the past couple years?: the way i dress, the music i like, friends, i dunno, lots of ways, some for the better, and some not.
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| " i get high with a little help from my friends." |
[16 Aug 2003|01:15pm] |
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ok, its saturday,
:things to do:
1. go back to value world and get all the really GOOd shit i found and had to hide when the power went off.
2. find my dad, him and his dork friends all driving around on there mopeds making it impossible to find them.
3. see freddy vs jason, which i was supposed to see last night.
man last night was fun. me and alex chilled at his house and we were up in his sisters balcony thingy smokin a j and alex's parents came home.so our trip downstairs high was sketchy as fuck.
i decided to finsh the j out by alexs car in the road, and then alexs parents came out. we talked with them about miejers for a while then they left and we went back up to mirandas room for anothe session on the balcony when her, tony, dick, sammy t, and there friend mike came up and chilled.
mike brought his nargilei with his cobra head hose. with alexs parents coming into mirandas room every 5 mins we decided to go outside and play hide and seek, but not before running into lizzo, jen, and hailey. hailey gave me some wack ass shit and i burned my lip and didnt feel it, and then passed out on my bedroom floor trying to take my pants off. i woke up to my dad shaking me and asking " did you have a good time last night?" id say soo.
what a fucking bitch
oh yay my dads home, im gonna go bye bye ewveryone
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| oh man oh mam oh man, we gotz power back!!!! |
[16 Aug 2003|01:32am] |
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wow, power. i love electricity, i dont know what id do with out it, man the past cxouple of days were crazy, wow. manim tired, blown , drianed, and ready to crash, man talk witjh you all later...
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| wahhhlaaa laaal aa laa. |
[14 Aug 2003|12:31am] |
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tonight turned out to be fun,
alex liz phil brian all stopped by, and then we minus liz wet to the mcphearsons house and then shit now im here, im really tired
i duno if its just me being retarded or what...
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| "breathe like theres no tommorrow, for a chance, that you might not be there." |
[12 Aug 2003|11:57am] |
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wow. intense. exciteing. fun. thrills. cheers. laughs. crys. and people all being here, for me. thanks, to bad tho....
i dont remember. ( at least i found out why my bedroom floor by the ac has been like wet for the for the past week, cause the ac is is drippin water!)
i only vaugely remember lil bits and peices, but i was happy the whole time so thats what mattered. i ran out of pills aready tho..
my mouth hurts now, but i dont wanna be one to complain. ive found complaining and bitching really isnt gonna get me anywhere.
today is a new day, its only like 12 30 so hopefully i'll be catchin everyone before there gone, does anyone wanna see robby? if you do gimmie a call, if not.. oh comments are also welcome.....
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| " my new icon" |
[11 Aug 2003|02:48am] |
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i made myself
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| " if i let this go i wont be able to tell reality from my nightmares." |
[09 Aug 2003|02:51am] |
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well 4 hours from now i'll be getting my wisdom teeth pulled, dave and becky are here, were havnin fun.. watching it.
" i new it would happen, now i die."
more later
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| a cold blooded epitaph. |
[05 Aug 2003|11:02pm] |
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im saddened to say my favorite band on the entire planet is no more,
with all love,i hope they all move onto something better
the black dahlia murder
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| my word, someone interviewed me. |
[05 Aug 2003|08:32pm] |
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these our the questions that becky asked me:
1. What is the MOST embarassing thing that has ever happened to you?
2.What are you really like? What makes you happy? What pisses you off? Etc., etc. Describe your personality, basically, the way you truly see yourself. I'm curious.
3. If you had 3 wishes what would they be?
4. favorite quote? and why
5. And for all the roblookdoutside/rob female fans out there who to try and morph their personalities just for you... describe your ideal girl. :D
and heres my awnsers:
1.lets see here, ive had over my fair share of emmbarrasing things happen to me.
im just gonna say that for some reason everyone thinks its okay to just walk in
my house and not knock, and once my ex came over without tellin me and yeah, im leavin it at that.
2.lots of things make me happy, my good friends, the fact that im not
starving over in some distant country, my plywood majic carpet, music
um, a "green behavior modification device" also makes me happy.
things that make me mad? lots of things, like when jimmy spills the
value pak(just messin with ya jimbo,haha), skating gets me mad sometimes
being cut off really really pisses me off.
id say im kind of friendly, being basiclly an only child( ive never lived with my brother for longer that a week.)
has really had an impact on my people skills, and alot of the time im quiet.
it also has made it really hard on my "mackin" skills haha. i try to be
open minded to what other people say, with the exception of glassjaw. sorry johnny
i cant really exxpress in writing how i truly see myself, sorry becky
i can say sometimes i feel lost, and i dont know what to do. and i always
feel like im never apart of anything, and that i really just dont fit
in with anyone. i have yet to find someone who is truly just like me.
damn long awnser
3.1) 500 million dollars. 2) that metalcore and such was popular and i was in the biggest metal band, but neither with happen i dont think
3) someone who truly loved me and wasnt just there for the ride.
4."save a tree, eat a beaver." because brian told me it and he cant say it without laughing.
but seriously, its " get in my way now, bitch"- casper, kids.
5.haha, well i'd be flattered if a girl liked me enough to "change her personality", but id never go out with her.
because that would just be fake. but i cant really say any ideal girl looks wise, if u were to look at all
the people ive liked they all look alot different. i dont really focus on looks, i mean yeah
i do have to find the girl at least somewhat atrractive, but just as long as my feelings are respected
the person has some things in common, but not everything. they have to have a sense of humor.
and how i feel around the person. im really picky personality wise. cause if someone
says the wrong thing ive been known to be like "yeah... no". it has ended my feelings for someone before. i hate snobby fuckin girls
that think there the shit, and those girls who are more into trying to be something other than themselves.
well i hope this put some insight into me, if anyone has questions, ask me in person.
as for becky, heres my five questions for you:
1. whats one thing you cant go without for more than a day?
2. what do you hope you'll be doing 10 years from now?
3. what are your top 5 favorite things to do?
4. if you only had 1 wish... then what would u wish for..?
5. what would you say is the ideal guy?
well jimbo and alex are here, i gotta go, get back to me yo..
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| wishing on, that star wont make, it soon to come true... |
[04 Aug 2003|07:51pm] |
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hows it goin everyone? anyone?
so i think i forgot to mention to everyone that im getting my upper wisdom teeth pulled in 5 days.
they hurt really bad, and i'll be glad when there gone, hopefully this time my dad wont take half the pills.
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| day 1 on a journey to something amazing |
[04 Aug 2003|04:37pm] |
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in somewhere around 2 to 3 months you'll see a big ass fuckin smile on my face.
with that out of the way,
ive been locked out of my work twice now, i think he doesnt want me there ne more. alright its currently, 4:46/ im waiting for the day to start.
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| "DREAMS OF HAPPIENESS, AND DREAMS OF ALL I WISH, FOR A BETTER TIME, I GUESS I KNOW NOT THE WAY" |
[03 Aug 2003|02:37pm] |
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</b> its sad,
seeing someone in grief when there sad over what they dont have.. and dont see what they have in front of them.
i wish i was a lil more thankfull for the stuff i have, but i just keep longing for what i dont.
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i dont know why i think about this so much, its a bummer.
who am i today?- this night? i am everywhere no where completely/ than the world is mine and my imperfection is my gift to the world.
where does this leave ourselves? talngled, twisted, lost within ourselves. pushed out to fight our way back in.
flying, driving faster, lost maybe they were right after all maybe we dont mind.
being lost misguided by our guts and the voice of the sky and trees
everything and nothing flying intot he night.
why does this bother me so much.
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